My life has been a whirlwind of emotions and complications. I have been absent for so long, its sad. I feel a sense of acceptance here, but yet I can't bring myself to pull through. I have started my life in college this fall, in August, helping my career in law enforcement, and hoping to find my self as well. I have been betrayed with the trust that I have been given. I have been tested with the friends I have met. I am now figuring out a little more of who I am...

1.) I am no longer the girl who lets people walk all over me, I am the girl who will finally speak up for what I think is right, and what I think is wrong. People have taken advantage of my kindness, my generosity and have just thought that it was ok. Well guess what, It is not ok! I have been deceived and alone for too long.

2.) I have seen the darkness far to long. It has been a part of my life since I was 7. Well not anymore, I am slowly moving towards the light, where positivity is a part of my daily routine, not smothering my self with darkness and despair.

3.) If you owe me something, fess up to it and give me what you owe. Weather it is money, an apology or anything else. Fess up, it will be better in the long run.

I am ready to move forwards, towards a beginning with light, and leave the dark ending I had been so obsessed with for longer than life. I am back.